To Love or Not To Love

was it us? I mean has there been ANYTHING between us at all? Maybe not Maybe I was all wrong about you.  

I am still not over you. It sucks. cause I want to move on. I want to love again. I want to kiss someone on their forehead because I care, just like I care(d) for you I want to trace my finger on my man's face like I traced yours when we're together because I know you enjoyed it. I want someone to hold me as we're walking that you held me in WV I want all that and more at night I wonder.... Did you actually forget me that easy? Damn. it hurts. All these years of friendship. just like that. https://open.spotify.com/track/0HZhYMZOcUzZKSFwPOti6m?si=hVwIl6o5R2i7yCZu8wz0Pg&utm_source=copy-link

Tell me. How do you love someone? Is it when you decide to wrap your arm around her when you two walking together? Is it when you notice her picture change? Is it when you want to hear her voice? See her even virtually? Is it you decide you need to see her? Tell me. What is love for you? Because I am lost.